My interests in the lifestyle - well i am a very sensual person, but i do enjoy light to medium pain, i also enjoy bondage, sensory play, wax play, spanking (floggers, paddles, hand, whips & canes) to name a few.

My limits - underage children, animals, dead people/things, blood, toilet play, needles, fisting, extreme S&M and permanent damage/marks

My experience... i have been in the lifestyle for 3 years now and i was owned for 2 of those 3 years, i was just released  about 7 months ago. He started having a growing interest in things that are hard limits of mine and as any good Master, he respected my hard limits and thus we agree that it was time to end it, we are still friends and i have the utmost respect for Him.  i was His alpha submissive, i took care of His household and His other girls, i was trained to top His girls when needed or when He wanted to enjoy telling me how and what to do. i was the only one that slept in his bed at all times, as i was His number one girl, something i had to earn.  i took care of all His daily needs (bathing, braiding of His hair (He was Indian), laying out of His clothes, serving His coffee/breakfast, etc.)  i was also there to service His sexual needs and at times i would arrange for the others to please Him along side me.  He had daily tasks for each of us that had to be completed and expected me to make sure that happened. 

What i seek.... someone that is strict, yet sensual, demanding, yet caring, strong, yet gentle, firm, yet easy-going too.  someone that is dominant, not domineering... someone that is truthful, trustworthy, loving honorable, respectful, knowledgeable and experienced. someone that understand the balance between D/s and vanilla, having a life outside the relationship is important (friends, family), someone that cares & listens to me, knowing that i am educated and knowledgeable and while He has the finally say, He will listen and take into consideration my feelings, thoughts and opinions.  someone that is true to Himself, His beliefs and  doesn't need to follow everyone elses opinions/outlooks of "BDSM"... not affriad to make it His!  Someone that wants more than "just a submissive" meaning... that while she is submissive to Him, she is also someone he cherishes, treasures and considers her His friend and companion, not his doormat or "just property".  Someone that knows submission is given and not taken.

What i give when i find the above... i give myself completely - body, mind & soul. i choose to submit because it completes me, i will feel whole when i find the One i can give all myself to. i will be obedient, honest, loving, caring and serve in the manner that is pleasing to Him.  i will always listen to Him as  i know He will guide me, teach me and help me grow in my submission.  i will always be ready of anything He asks of me, as i know he will never hurt or harm me.  i will uphold Him with the utmost respect, i will cherish and honor Him and i will love Him with everything in me.